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| Long time, no update... goes to show how bored I am.
So I'm in a weird mood right now, I'm normally weird but I feel like
rambling... I need to get a lot off my chest but i'm not gonna do that
online for the whole world to see. Anyways, today was fun, woke
up relatively early for an 'off day' (which sucked)... watched
BLADE TRINITY (my oh my do i LOVE ryan reynolds!) had lunch/did a bank
run etc... then went to Andrew's around 2'ish then we went and got Adam
and us 3 chilled as usual... then I came home around 7'ish and spent
some time w/ my family for once... and then Lauren came over at 10
which made my day cuz she's one of the few people i can vent to... and
then she left and now i've been online for like 2 hours. Not much
of a day, but whatever. I feel bad for LD cuz her boy (JESSE) is
off in Mexico over New Years and stuff :(
I've had a lot of conversations on 'love' today, and i keep ending up
saying the same damn thing... I come to realize I don't believe in
'love' at all, I've had a lot of people argue with me on this, but
seriously like the whole "Newlyweds - Jessica *&* Nick" thing makes
me sick, the other day i watched the first episode saying how they'll
always be together and stay true till they die etc... and they're apart
now... not that I care about those two or anything, but
relationships/love is retarted. I don't want to date... for a
long ass motherfuckin time... i trust a few guys as friends, but i
wouldn't trust any guys if we were 'together' i've seen too many guys
cheat, and it was probably with me... so 1.) i deserve to be cheated on
anyways 2.) i wouldn't care if i was, just as long as the guy told me
about it cuz then at least i know i was worth the truth, and then i'd
leave him anyways cuz obviously he didn't care about me as much as i
thought he did... and how about the dumb bitches who
don't realize when a guy is cheating on her when it hits her in the
face so many goddamn times, jesus. Seriously, how retarted can
you be. What's funny is people can still say "I love you" after
cheating on you... and then they believe it and say it back...
dumbasses. only gonna find out the hard way... And how can you
love forever? i'm sure you can always like someone on some level, but
you've gotta get annoyed w/ them etc... or feel like you are losing
your love for someone... I don't know, I just think that life's not a
fairy tale and there's no prince charming. Maybe someone will
prove me wrong someday, but the way i'm feeling now... it's
doubtful. I'm done rambling about that lol, not what I
wanted to get off my chest, but whatever haha.
Peace*N*Love
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| I'm sitting herrre w/ my best friend laureennnn. We're listening
to 'shorty wanna ride' lol... I don't wanna go to school on Monday :(
oh well. ste-PHEN... I went... to wal-mart today, and the "Point"
w/ LD... fun times... I don't know what to say. I'm out.
PeAcE*&*LoVe
<3 LiZ
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| Wow... don't know what to say... i love waiting over 2 months to write
in these things again. Football season is almost here again,
can't wait to watch my eagles, bubblers, and Tyler on trinity!!
Life has been interesting lately. I love summer... but, it's
almost over :( ... School should be interesting to go back to... haha
for some certain reasons i'm not speaking of. I snuck out last
night and definitely got caught... that's the 2nd damn time this
summer... i used to be so good at it. oh well... i didn't get in
trouble ... surprisingly... I'm out.
PeAcE*&*LoVe
<3LiZ
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| WoW... I haven't wrote in here FOREVER... that's because my computer
has been f*ed up... but Rehmer helped me fix it (ahh thanks) So
this is a big week for me... starting the first day of my job + going
for my license (wish me luck)... I'm not nervous about it, I'm a good
driver... I just have a feeling I'll get failed on soemthing stupid cuz
it's sorta hard to believe I'll be driving by myself... oh well.. I'm
outta here
PeAcE N' LoVe
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| WoW... I haven't wrote in here for a long ass time. Tomorrow is a half day and then it's Christmas break! Score! We play Milton Hershey tomorrow... the JV *&* Varsity girl's record is both 5-1... woot woot! Well, I have nothing else to say, haha.
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